Okay...so it is already 2010. The holidays are a blur. One minute it is Thanksgiving and the next I am taking down Christmas lights and the tree. The holidays are always a tough time of year for me and this year was no exception. It is the first time in 38 years that I didn't spend New Year's Eve with my Mom. That is a lot of ball dropping. I spent New Year's eve this year standing outside under the blue moon at the stroke of midnight staring up at the stars and feeling the cold bite of the wind on my face wondering what the new year held for me and remembering where I was at that moment the year before....standing outside in Colorado watching for fireworks over Pike's Peak.
I really hope that 2010 holds some peace and closure for me. The job hunt is hopefully winding down. I think I might actually know something in the next week or so...everyone keep their fingers crossed for me. I think I might be able to have my mom's estate closer to being settled...but not holding my breath since it has fallen through so many times recently. I'm ready to move on completely from the old job and close those doors. I'm not going to burn the bridges...at least not all of them but, the connection I thought I would continue to feel seems just a little twinge of what I thought it would be. I'm ready to move on....about a lot of things apparently.
I hope everyone got what they wanted for Christmas this year and if not you have permission to go and get it for yourself! I hope 2010 brings you all blessings and happiness. Keep reading...I hope to be back to my witty self in the near future.
XoXo
Pandora
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