Ghosts & Demons

I don't know about you but I think life has given me my fair share of ghosts and demons. No, I'm not talking about paranormal activity - that's a whole other post. I'm talking about people or things that we can't seem to escape. They seem to find me at the strangest times. I find myself wondering more and more recently if there will ever come a time when I can exorcise some of these apparitions. I find myself looking over my shoulder and seeing things that aren't really there. One of these ghosts has made himself a more permanent resident in my life than ever before. I see him everywhere I go. It is the littlest things that haunt me - a smell, a touch, a face that bears a striking resemblance. For someone who is as much of a control freak as I am, it is painfully difficult to realize that this person not only torments me in person he has won a certain level of the psychological warfare that is being waged because he is everywhere I go. Even when he isn't here he is here. I know there comes a point when you can control how you react to the ghosts and demons and stop chasing them. There's a point when you take back control and though they might always be with you, you have the power over the ghosts. This is beyond a cross to bear & I refuse to continue to be in this position. I'm taking back my life and I'm going to find my talisman. I am a survivor and as many times as it takes me having to say that to believe it, I will not let this ghost win.